Tipping the balance

Once upon a time, I thought I knew exactly what I wanted. Almost like a sea of over-saturated pictures spewed across the floor...in vivid living colours - Pro athelete, A design career, Artisanal baker,Writting music, singing riddles, building an empire of epic porportions fueled by a fiesty gumption that was me. Now, - Im just lost.

"Attention! Attention!, I want attention!" that is sorta my cry for help from god. Im throwing a fit inside, foaming by the mouth, convulting on the floor asking for a sweet treat quick fix. My head wants to get well. but my body is just confused.Suddenly I've forgotten what im good at, what im good for & everyone

seems to be talking too loud, Its like a hangover that never ends.

........................edited 2 weeks later.............................................

Now ALL THAT... was before i found out what was really happening, apparently its all the raging estrogens.just a rough patch people, eventually i'll mull through it & we'll be back on track for world domination. muau muaah muahahahhah~~~